Day 5 (I think)

Hi everyone,
We have been to the baby house and we have been given two children to choose from. I know that sounds weird to those of you who have not been through this. One of the little girls is 2 ½ and the second one is 1 ½. Ok the oldest is smart and cute. She can walk and talk (not that we understand her). She is Eurasian. She is older then we wanted, but I could see her and Caden getting along. On the other hand there is the youngest one that my heart went out to. She is very behind and she has very lazy eyes, a lot like Caden had but worse. She can pull herself up on a couch, she can copy us if we clap or do a movement, she follows object well. She babbles like a baby, so she can’t talk yet and she don’t walk. She is blond hair, blue eyes. She does a lot of things Caden did when we adopted him. We were told she sleeps well and eats well. We have had two days to decide and tomorrow they are going to ask for our answer. We are pretty sure we will choose the youngest one but chose to sleep on it. The youngest one has yet to be picked for adoption and they said it was because of her eyes being crossed. We had to deal with Caden’s eyes and his medical issues, I am sure we can handle hers. I just hold her and wonder what would happen to her if we don’t adopt her. Will she live in an orphanage all her life because someone couldn’t deal with her crossed eyes and her delay. I just think with a little attention and love and she will be keeping up with Caden in know time. With Caden he picked us and I came over here thinking that would happen again, but I also have read a lot of things on the internet that that kind of bond happens very seldom. I am positive we will make the right choice, it’s not like we can put her on e-bay if she don’t work out. LOL. Talk to you later
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